Wednesday, August 20, 2008

Happiness Is....


puppies


a baby belly giggling


bannana dum-dum pops


a new good movie


a old good movie


coming home to food that only your mom can make


finding out that someone said something good about you


discovering a new delicious easy recipe


making someone laugh


a good backrub


a surprise


finding a outfit on sale that makes you look totally good


getting a compliment on previous outfit


accomplishing a big goal


discovering a great new restaurant


curling up on a rainy day on the couch with a good book


the perfect fall day


the perfect spring day


inside jokes


hugs


a great hair day


making someone's day

....OKAY IT'S YOUR TURN. ONLY YOU CAN'T LIST THE OBVIOUS, LIKE KIDS. FINISH THIS STATEMENT...HAPPINESS IS....

My mom came up with this. I love it!!

Thursday, August 14, 2008

We have Lift OFF!!!

Okay so my doctor called and I am ovulating!!! I have to have some fun tonight and wait 12-13 days and if Aunt Flo has not come to visit then I get to take my first official pregnancy test. I am so excited. I know that there are tons of women out there that ovulate every month and do not get pregnant, but this is my first month so I have a right to be doing backhand springs down the hallway. It has taken along time to just get my body here...a normal function that most women do every month. I know that this does not guarantee pregnancy, but there is something comforting about knowing that it is more of a possibility this months than any other that I have had before. I woke up this day and felt so excited. I just kind of knew.


Still, I need to be selfish for a little while longer and ask that to whoever you pray to....pray that I can get this egg fertilized! Thank you for all the prayers in my behalf already. I added this picture because that is exactly how I feel. I just need to catch one...

Wednesday, August 13, 2008

Keep your hands, fingers, legs, toes, ears, eyes,....


and anything that crosses, crossed. So today I went to the doctor to have my follicles looked at. So they couldn't find any! I was kind of worried because on Saturday there was three. However, after closer look they found some fluid, which means that I have probably all ready ovulated or I am about too. Which is great news. However, I can not get my hopes up too much. They did blood work to see if I am. I find out tomorrow. Until then, I have been given doctors orders to do the deed just in case I am stil ovulating. I am SOOOOOO excited. I am trying not to be because if it comes back that I am not ovulating, this month is probably a bust because they could not find any follicles.


So I am begging everyone that reads this to send the message to everyone they know....please, please, please pray that I have ovulated and I can get theses eggs ovulated.

Monday, August 4, 2008

Blessing in disguise

So this past Friday, my mom drove the grueling 7 hrs to come to see me. I was so excited!! It was the best early birthday present. However, a few hours after my mom arrived, we were in the emergency room. It is a long story that I really do not want to go in. My mom was in so much pain that she was forced on bedrest. She was also forced to stay longer than expected, because of the pain. I felt bad she was in so much pain, but I was grateful that I got to see her longer. I have had so much fun having her all to myself, and I do not want her to go. I hate it when she leaves and it takes forever for me to get over it.

She also gave me another great gift. She wrote the best blog, all about ME!! I was so surprised because I woke up from a nap, and she asked me to read her blog. I was crying so hard. It was so great to hear such wonderful things about me. I know that sounds prideful, but it literally brought me to tears being able to read someone's love for me. You can read it at thehillmansion.blogspot.com and make sure you have your volume up.

Milton also surprised. We are pretty limited in what we can do because my mom is on bed rest. So we ordered pizza, which I love. Milton surprised me with cake and ice cream and three presents. He got me my favorite candy and a computer game that I have been wanting. I was so surprised. I am so grateful to have such wonderful people in my life, that take time out of there day to let me know how special they think I am. I have more celebrations tomorrow so I will post pictures soon!!!

On to fertility matters, (because I like to keep people updated) So, last week I started Provera to bring on a heavy cycle, to get rid of my uterus lining. The doctor told me it was going to be bad. I just I did not realize how bad. I won't go into to details because, that is just gross, but I will tell you that everything on my body that can hurt this week, has hurt. Also it feels like 300 lb. man has been sitting on my lap all week. I am back on the Clomid and I see the doctor Saturday. So I will update you when I know more.